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  Dear Reader,

  A lot of people know that Frindle was my first novel for children, but almost no one knows that Things Not Seen was my second novel. The first draft of Things Not Seen was finished in the summer of 1996, and to be fair to the editors who rejected that manuscript, my earliest attempt to tell the story of an invisible boy was all over the map. In the original story there were subplots galore. There were gangsters, car chases, airplane trips, encounters with vicious dogs, and large chunks of frantic action in at least three different parts of the country. Looking back over that draft, I think I was simply excited to have learned from Frindle that, yes, I actually could write a novel. Apparently, that feeling of discovered ability went right to my head.

  After Things Not Seen had been roundly rejected, I got involved with writing more middle-grade novels—The Landry News, The Janitor’s Boy, The School Story, and others—but I never really gave up on the core idea of Things Not Seen. I still wanted to tell a story that treated invisibility as if it were factually happening to a fairly normal fifteen-year-old kid. And the interaction between the invisible boy, Bobby, and the blind girl, Alicia, was what I found most interesting.

  So in the year 2000, I again sent that flawed first manuscript to the publishers of Frindle, and they again urged me to keep writing the middle-grade novels that had been so successful. I then sent the manuscript to Patti Gauch at Philomel Books, an editor I’d known for many years. Patti agreed with me that the quirky heart of the novel—the relationship between an invisible boy and a blind girl—was worth exploring. Then she warned me that there was hard work ahead. She did not lie.

  Patti helped me cut away the excess plotlines, taught me to see a truer story arc, and I learned how to make events flow from the thoughts and feelings and needs of the characters, how to make a plot grow from the inside out.

  The results of that intense rewriting process have been so satisfying. Things Not Seen was published in 2002. It was reviewed well, it sold well, and among all my other books, it is the novel that has drawn some of the most ardent letters from kids and teachers and parents. I am especially grateful that Things Not Seen won the very first ALA Schneider Family Book Award in 2004, an honor given to “a book that embodies an artistic expression of the disability experience for child and adolescent audiences”—which is an example of the law of unintended consequences, as well as a tribute to the strength of Alicia’s character.

  I want to thank each reader, and I hope to keep writing stories that are worth your time and thought.

  Sincerely yours,

  THINGS NOT SEEN

  ANDREW CLEMENTS

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  FOR REBECCA

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  First published in the United States of America by Philomel Books, a division of Penguin Putnam Books for Young Readers, 2002

  Published by Puffin Books, a division of Penguin Young Readers Group, 2004

  This edition pubished by Puffin Books, a division of Penguin Young Readers Group, 2006

  Copyright © Andrew Clements, 2002

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  THE LIBRARY OF CONGRESS HAS CATALOGED THE PHILOMEL EDITION AS FOLLOWS:

  Clements, Andrew, 1949–

  Things not seen / Andrew Clements.

  p. cm.

  Summary: When fifteen-year-old Bobby wakes up and finds himself invisible, he and his parents and his new blind friend Alicia try to find out what caused his condition and how to reverse it.

  [1. Blind—Fiction. 2. Physically handicapped—Fiction. 3. Science Fiction.] I. Title.

  PZ7.C59118 Tgm 2002 [Fic]—dc21 00-069900

  ISBN: 978-1-1012-0045-2

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  THINGS NOT SEEN

  CONTENTS

  CHAPTER 1

  ABOUT ME

  CHAPTER 2

  EXPERIMENTS

  CHAPTER 3

  OUT THERE

  CHAPTER 4

  MULTIPLE IMPACTS

  CHAPTER 5

  WRECKAGE

  CHAPTER 6

  VISITING HOURS

  CHAPTER 7

  FIRST NIGHT

  CHAPTER 8

  MY LIFE

  CHAPTER 9

  LONE WARRIOR

  CHAPTER 10

  PUSH AND PULL

  CHAPTER 11

  CLOSE CALLS

  CHAPTER 12

  A FRIEND

  CHAPTER 13

  TRUSTING

  CHAPTER 14

  TWO COMMITTEES

  CHAPTER 15

  A SMALL WAR

  CHAPTER 16

  SEARCHING FOR BOBBY PHILLIPS

  CHAPTER 17

  CONNECTIONS

  CHAPTER 18

  PIZZA AND PUZZLES

  CHAPTER 19

  GENERAL BOBBY

  CHAPTER 20

  DESTINATIONS

  CHAPTER 21

  FINDINGS

  CHAPTER 22

  CALLS FIFTY-NINE AND SIXTY

  CHAPTER 23

  LONG-LOST SISTER

  CHAPTER 24

  FIRST-CLASS WORK

  CHAPTER 25

  BINGO!

  CHAPTER 26

  NIGHT SHIFT

  CHAPTER 27

  SEARCH AND SEIZURE

  CHAPTER 28

  LOOKING AGAIN

  A Conversation with Andrew Clements

  THINGS NOT SEEN

  chapter 1

  ABOUT ME

  It’s a Tuesday morning in February, and I get up as usual, and I stumble into the bathroom to take a shower in the dark. Which is my school-day method because it’s sort of like an extra ten minutes of sleep.

  It’s after the shower. That’s when it happens.

  It’s when I turn on the bathroom light and wipe the fog off the mirr
or to comb my hair. It’s what I see in the mirror. It’s what I don’t see.

  I look a second time, and then rub at the mirror again.

  I’m not there.

  That’s what I’m saying.

  I’m. Not. There.

  I feel kind of dizzy, so I make my way back to bed because if I’m dreaming, bed is the place, right? And I wait to wake up. But I don’t because I already am.

  I feel my heart pounding in my chest. My breath comes fast and my mouth is dry. I lift my head off the pillow and see my shape on the bed. It’s right there, under the covers. Then I pull off the electric blanket and the sheet.

  Nothing.

  So I go back to the bathroom, to the big mirror. And I’m still not there. The mirror is the mirror, and it is on the wall, and I am not there in front of it. I think I am—I mean, I see the mirror, I see my towel wave through the air, I see the shower curtain jump when I punch at it. But I don’t see me.

  So I panic, and I wrap the towel around my waist, and I go to tell my mom and dad.

  Which is not like me. I don’t tell them much. I mean, they’re okay in small doses, and they can be useful. Them knowing what I’m up to usually makes them less useful.

  But they are smart, I give them that much, and this looks like a problem where smarts might count, so I’m headed for the kitchen. I know they’ll both be there, because this is a work day, a school day, and on such a day in the Phillips house, eggs and toast hit the heat at seven-fifteen. Always.

  I go down the hall to the stairs, and I stop. I’m scared of the stairs. Normally, I have good eye-hand coordination. I don’t dork out, don’t drop my tray in the cafeteria, trip on the stairs, nothing like that. But there’s a problem this morning: no hands, no arms, no legs, no feet. I feel them, but I can’t see them. I hang on to the banister and feel my way down like a three-year-old.

  Then I’m in the kitchen doorway, my feet cold on the tile floor. Dad scrambles the eggs, Mom reads the paper. And I say, “Guys! I can’t see myself!”

  They glance at the door to the dining room, and Dad says, “Well, come on in here and let’s see what’s the matter.”

  And I say, “But that’s what’s the matter—I am in here!

  I can’t see myself! You can’t see me. I can’t be seen—like, I’m invisible!”

  Mom looks at Dad, and she smiles that “Kids!” kind of smile that I hate, then looks back to her paper. She turns on her Voice of Authority: “Stop messing around now, Bobby. You’ve only got twenty minutes before your bus. Disconnect the microphone or the walkie-talkie or whatever it is you’re playing with, come hang up this wet towel, and then get in here and eat. Now.”

  Meet Professor Mom, also known as the Director. Her motto is, When in doubt, give an order. She’s used to the timid little freshmen in her literature classes at the University of Chicago. She expects “young people” to jump when she barks at them.

  I’ve been accused. I’m “messing around,” goofing off. Again. So I pull out my chair, sit on it, grab my orange juice, glug it down, and thump the glass onto the place mat.

  And now I’ve got their attention. Completely.

  Dad stops stirring eggs and stares at my empty glass. Mom leans so far forward that she spills her own juice, and it drips into her lap. She doesn’t notice.

  Dad says, “This is a trick, right? Do something else.”

  So I pick up my spoon, lick it, and hang it on my nose—a pretty good trick even when your nose looks like it’s there. The spoon hangs in midair.

  “Bobby?” Mom’s voice is squeaky. “Bobby, stop this.”

  Another order.

  “I’m not doing anything, Mom. It’s just happening.”

  The spoon drops and jangles on the floor. It’s a ceramic floor in an old Victorian kitchen in Chicago in February, and I’m sitting on an oak chair wearing a damp towel. I’m freezing.

  Dad turns off the heat under the eggs.

  Have you ever had the science of exactly what happens during the process of making scrambled eggs explained to you, in great detail? I have. About ten times.

  Dad stands there with the wooden spoon in one hand, frying pan in the other. The look on his face says, Perplexed Physicist at Work. I’m expecting a theory any second. And Dad delivers.

  He says, “Since we can’t all be dreaming this…we must be looking at some kind of visible light anomaly. I’ve read the research on this kind of thing—I mean, the research on the mathematical theories—but this…this is a phenomenon, an event!”

  Such a useful observation. The guy can’t help being Joe Physics. It’s what he does. He works at FermiLab. That’s one of those places where they smash atoms and then take pictures of the bits. Life is one big science experiment for Dad.

  Dad’s been waving the spoon around as he talks. Egg boogers are all over the place. Mom tries to talk again, but all we get is more squeaks. I’m starting to wonder when the smarts are going to kick in.

  Dad gets it back under control almost right away. He mops up Mom’s juice, serves up three plates, and sits down. Dad and I start to eat, but instantly he stops chewing. Dad watches as I float forkloads of rubbery eggs up to my mouth. So does Mom. And I’m watching too. It’s a good show: Bobby and His Disappearing Breakfast, now appearing on the Big Screen of Life in the Kitchen of the Weird.

  Mom’s hand starts reaching for where she figures my arm will be. She’s off by about a foot, so I lean forward to help out. When her hand hits flesh, she freaks, like she’s grabbed a lizard or something.

  “Oh, God! Oh, God! It’s Bobby! It’s him! He’s there! He’s…he’s not…Oh, God, David, do something! Let’s…let’s call Dr. Weston—or someone else, a…a specialist.”

  So I’m thinking, Oh, great. Yeah, let’s call one of those Invisible Teenager Specialists. I’ll get the Yellow Pages.

  But I don’t say that. I say, “Mom, come on, pull it together. I’m not sick or anything. I’m okay. See, I’m eating a healthy breakfast to help build strong bodies twelve ways. Really. Mom. I’m okay.”

  And I reach over and pat her hand. She jumps again, but then she grabs hold of my hand with both of hers. She squeezes so hard, I can feel my bones turning to tuna salad.

  She’s kind of rocking back and forth in her chair, trying to get her breathing to slow down. She doesn’t know where to look. Her eyes dart all over where I’m sitting, but then she focuses in on the Captive Hand—that blank space between her two hands that feels like her only child, her little baby Bobby, her life’s big disappointment.

  It’s Dad again. He’s clearing his throat. That means he knows something we don’t, and he wants to be sure we’re listening carefully. “Emily, now think. We can’t tell a soul about this. Not one person. Not your parents, not Dr. Weston, not Margie or Louis, not anyone. Imagine what would happen if the news of this…whatever this is…if this got out into the public. We’d have every reporter and every camera in the world on our front steps in half an hour…and the government?—I know the government. They would be here ten minutes after the story broke—to take Bobby somewhere ‘safe.’ You think the CIA and the Joint Chiefs would be interested in this? I can tell you, without a doubt, they would. So we tell no one.”

  He stops to let that sink in.

  When there’s a family crisis or something bad happens, usually you get to call for outside help. When Bobby gets caught shoplifting, you call your lawyer. When Mom drops her ring down the drain, you call a plumber. Dad spills the charcoal grill onto the deck, you call the fire department. But if your kid dissolves in the shower one morning? Who do you call? No one. Dad’s got it right. This has to stay in the house.

  Then Dad crams some phony cheer into his voice and says, “Hey, who knows? Everything could be back to normal in half an hour. But no matter what, we tell no one. Agreed?”

  Mom slowly nods her head yes, and so do I.

  Dad looks in my direction and says, “And you agree too, Bobby?”

  Then I realize that Dad can�
��t see me nodding.

  So I say, “Absolutely. My invisible lips are sealed.” Then I say, “But Mom’s got a good point—even if we can’t tell anyone, don’t we have to do something?”

  Dad again. “Do? Well…first we have to think. Things that’re impossible never happen, and everything that happens has a law behind it. I mean…there’s only cause and effect, right? We are looking at an effect, so there must be a cause. We find the cause, we reverse it, and that eliminates the effect.”

  Joe Physics again.

  It’s the look on Mom’s face that makes me talk back to Dad, because she isn’t buying his little science speech either.

  So I say, “Yeah, that sounds great, Dad. But that still doesn’t answer the question—which is, what do I do, like right now, like all day today, and…tomorrow, and maybe next week. This isn’t some physics lab, Dad. This is me. Why don’t you just admit that the truth is, you have no idea what I should do.”

  That brings Mom back to life. “Now listen here, young man.”

  It never fails. Whenever I screw up or mouth off, I miraculously become a young man.

  Mom keeps talking. “Your father and I have always been good parents, and we’re not going to stop just because of some…some…special problem. So just mind your manners and keep a civil tongue in your head. We’ll do everything we can—you know that.”

  Dad is nodding along, and he says, “Of course we will, Bobby. Now just everyone calm down. What we need to do most of all is think carefully. There’s no such thing as a problem that can’t be solved or…or a process that can’t be explained. It just takes clear thinking.” And by that, of course, Dad means his thinking.

  They’re both talking loud, and yesterday I would have just shut up or said “I’m sorry” or something. But it’s amazing how brave you feel when the people who have run your life for fifteen years suddenly can’t see the disgusted look on your face.